I'm not gonna lie, I've been dreading having to type this thing up for so long lol. I really like to focus on positive things here and make stuff that makes you feel good, so the sadder stuff is always a bit more tough for me. Nevertheless, let me get to the point:
Not long ago my cousin passed away, and though this wasn't the first time that I've lost a loved one, it was the first time that they've been someone that was younger than me. It's also the first time it's been someone this close to me. The way I still remember trying to learn to skateboard together as kids, or ordering sushi after university. It's super surreal to think they're gone...
Anyway, the circumstances are awful and my family is taking it how one might expect. Between telling extended family over the phone, or trying to notify their friends over social media, things have just really sucked. So very far from ideal man.
By the time this posts, I'll either be on my way to the final viewing or just coming back from it, so I'm afraid that I won't have an audio for you cats. I'm really sorry, but I need to ask you guys to be a little patient with me. I have some recorded content that I haven't edited yet, so it shouldn't be away for too long, but I also can't promise that I won't miss another Tuesday before we're back to normal.
Thank you guys for taking the time to read through this. I love you cats so fucking much and appreciate you more than I can put into words. Each and everyone one of you have touched my life by being here, and I couldn't be more thankful. Please stay safe out there, okay? Cause if you're safe, that means I get to see you again <3
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Apr 11, 2023
I just wanted to take a second to thank you cats for your condolences and thoughtful words, but more than anything else, I wanted to thank you for your patience! I'm someone who really hates to disappoint people, and the thought of disappointing or frustrating you cats is something I always struggle with, so thank you again for everything.
I love you cats so fucking much, and I really do appreciate how supportive you've been, especially this past little while. Stay safe out there, because if you're safe, that means I get to see you again <3
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Apr 4, 2023
